9 Years Ago: On 0️⃣9️⃣/️0️⃣9️⃣/️0️⃣9️⃣

This year feels like many cycles are ending
And much newness is opening up
Yesterday QS attended the very prestigious Janey Loves award ceremony and:

The QS book WON the Meditation / Mindset Book category
& got a GOLD (runner up) in the Personal Development Coaching category

(the readers vote hasn’t been announced yet)

Today marks the ninth anniversary of my bankruptcy which took place at
9am 9 Years Ago: On 0️⃣9️⃣/0️⃣9️⃣/0️⃣9️⃣

So much is coming together right now
The groundwork has been taking place in the last cycle
For the manifestations to be able to become a physical reality today

And when I look back 9 years to the Jo of 2009 I have great compassion for her
She worked hard to get where she is today
And I send past Jo so much love

I was hungover as hell at 9am 9 Years Ago: On 0️⃣9️⃣/0️⃣9️⃣/0️⃣9️⃣
At the time I was drinking red wine, which I was soon to find out I was highly allergic to in an intolerance test, which I really shouldn’t have been surprised at considering how angry it made me, and how it stopped me from sleeping. Heavy eyed I turned up at court with a few others, all of us with regretful stooped posture and apologetic eyes. Then that night I of course commiserated with more red wine, desperately attempting to block out the sense of failure that coursed through my whole being.

How times have changed in 9 years
How the energy has lifted in all areas of my life

No longer do I tolerate any behaviour that diminishes my

Now I stand tall
In my choices
Instead of grasping for fame or fortune
I live from the heart
Allowing my truth to guide the way, rather than how much is in my bank balance
It was a lesson I needed to learn
To release the pattern of needing and wanting
And to instead build my ‘new’ life on trust

Of course nine years ago the slate was wiped clean
As painful as it was on that Wednesday morning
I was in fact set free that day
And life post-bankruptcy for the last nine years, has been about authenticity
Coming home
Simplifying everything

I am grateful for it all
The lessons
Trials and tribulations
It all makes me who I am today
There are absolutely no regrets
I wouldn’t change a thing
For I am totally at peace with myself, my past, who I am today, and who I am becoming tomorrow…

Here is the link to a previous bankruptcy blog I wrote on 09/09/15:  ‘Why I Had To Go Bankrupt ‘

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I learned to find the
real me again through QS

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